Fuck that list. I've done two, and though it was fun for inspiration, it really didn't help.

I love Erica. Most beautiful day ever, today, spent with her in my arms, her mind to explore. I'm still not used to not being able to hold her though. Wait, wait. The story. You know how it is. At her dad's place? I bet you can assume. It's just awkward for her to be close to me around the house. But we still have time together.

My favourite thing is falling asleep with her though. You learn to appreciate it so much at this age. I've falling asleep with her countless times, probably for a year now, and it never loses it flare. It's beautiful, warm, cozy, free, open, and absolutely wonderful.

Another girl. Stories like crazy. I love her. Erica loves her. She's a beautiful girl. Cause to a bad Hallowe'en? Sort of. Jealous a tad? Sort of. Top Secret movie this weekend, yes?

It's so strange, but so warm none the less. I love cuddling. And I love that she loves to cuddle too. And I love that Erica does too. And I love the freedom between the three of us.

Girl needs to take care of herself. I'm worried, and I don't think she really understands.

I think everyone loves her, though people are quick to judge her as well. She was truly meant for us, and she knows it. What a wonderful tale. But Erica is my love, and regardless, that will always be the first and foremost in my heart. Sometimes we need a break to each other as well.

On another note.
MY BAND IS THE FREAKIN' BEST. Holy shit, we recently acquired a drummer, who can drive, has gear, and a space to play, and my.god. Brendan is the most talented guitarist/bassist ever, and Jordan is the freakin' best guitarist/drummer ever. The chemistry, the writing. Oh my. And as far as inhales, pig vocs, and head voice singing goes, I'm the freakin' best there is in this town. Just cover all the bases. If all goes well, Tomlinson will let us play the Christmas Show, and boy, you know, I'm going to make the posters too. Starring Vibrataur! We've written a Christmas song too. Three part song, 30 seconds per section maybe? Maybe one? We're still working it out. Finger picking intro, interlude, octave chord verse, interlude, distortion verse, interlude, lullaby. You have no idea. It will be awsome. There is no way we won't get made fun of, but it'll be awsome. We're going to be the least heterosexual band ever. And nerdiest. And 1337357!!!111one!11! Vibrataur pwns n00bs. Charizard, and Christmas in one song? You bet! All we need is either a full time bassist, or guitarist, and we will be set. Dance, art, noise punk band is the way too be. For real. I hate genres. And sub genres. But it's so hard to classify music by what happens in it. Like distinguishing country and folk... both have lots of open C and G chords. But they're distinctly different. FRIG.

Anyways, that's all. Bye.